…And, so it continues this journey on terra earth in all her beauty. With all the endless conjuring, and sticky webs of people with their issues, their needs, their drama… Good thing I brought my sword, my etheric machete, and words of intent.
Cause, I’ve had it!
I said ‘power and defiance’, and I wasn’t joking. This isn’t a test and I’m not playing. There’s never been a moment in my life when, it was apparent I needed to make a choice for a better future, that I didn’t make that choice. I did. I do. And, I will again! So, why people continue to test me is beyond me.
Let me be clear. When I say I love you, believe it. But, remember when I say I love you its NEVER more than I love myself. I will never choose to harm myself spiritually, physically, emotionally, psychologically, or mentally for another. NEVER! Anyone who’d ask, impose, allude, or manipulate me or a situation where they try an override my freewill is asking me to hand them their ass! And, I’m the soul for the job! I WILL hand you your ass! And, then, I’m just simply walk away.
We are gifts to one another, whether it be friendship, family, teammates, co-workers, or romantic partners. And, I think about that all the time. I don’t take it for granted. I don’t let my ego fool me into thinking that people have to put up with me. They don’t! So, therefore, I behave in a way that I’d want to be treated. But, they test me, they slip, they forget who I am. And, all the warnings evaporate… And, then…I remind them. “Listen. You can do what you like, be who you like, and go where you will. But, don’t assume I need you. I don’t!”
Still, they fall off, they drop, they disappear… And, now, more than ever… I seriously don’t care! A person like myself has made her lifetime friends already! A person like myself has a village of souls that care for me, and I care for. A person like myself learned from her mistakes, welcomes the lesson. A person like me knows the real boundaries and doesn’t test those she loves. I don’t want your freewill. I don’t want your energy, I DON’T want your life! I don’t need it. I’ve got my own. And, it’s amazing! So, trust me when I say this… if you can’t be honorable, if you cannot stand in integrity. If you cannot treat me the way you want to be treated… Get the fuck out of my face, my life, my energetic sphere. Namaste, and keep it moving. You won’t be missed!
–Hard on people?? Me? No. It’s just that people don’t know the ledge until I push them off it. This is my spark, my divinity, my journey. And, it’s not up for grabs. I don’t need a co-writer, a leader, a guru, or anyone trying to tell me what will be in my existence. And, should you do this… Should you impose your will onto me, I will make you pay for it. You’ve been warned.
Love Peace Happiness N One,